Monday, March 11, 2013

Be curious

I quit you.
Letters you inspired.
Persuade me.
Your silhouette.
The crashing of the waves takes me to my own Narnia.
1 a.m. I wonder who you think of until I'm wide awake.
Mystery is something I have yet to grasp or its just not in my character.
Loneliness- my enemy.
Perspective isn't everything.
I must have been a swell in the ocean... she's like a pulse beating in my veins. I can't get enough of her!
Writing sorts out my inner turmoils, gives hope to my dreams and revives every spark of passion that was squeezed out during the day.





Tuesday, March 5, 2013

Fishing

"Guys go fishing to catch fish," you said, " Not to have a fish jump in your boat. It takes away from the fun of fishing."

I was that fish, the one that was soaring through the air with ease, when you drove your boat into my path. BAM. I wiped out and while the other fishermen were jealous of the amazing fish that landed in your boat, you were deploring. Telling it to mosey along, you had a more desirable fish to capture. I was stuck though, flailing about, slowly using up all of the water to stay alive. Every now and then when nothing better was biting at your line you'd come over with a bucket filled with just enough water to keep me holding on. At times you would try to throw me back out to sea, solely out of clemency, but a gust of wind (or maybe hope) would blow me right back in. Eventually you grew used to my presence, even while other fish were biting. I was always there for you to fall back on just incase things didn't go your way and you ended up empty handed.
Months have gone by and your words and actions still do not always match up. Once in a while you pick up and dangle me over the water only to bring me back on board and put me in a cooler full of water. Never knowing exactly what you want to do with your unexpected good luck. Mean while, the other fishermen have been anticipating and lingering for a chance to catch the magnificent beauty that you didn't have to work for. Hoping you will toss her back for good.
What no one expects though, is that she musters up the strength to toss herself back into the sea. To get what she really needs, the place where she doesn't have to struggle wondering if something else will bite that you will want to keep. Maybe she'll realize she isn't meant to be a trophy, mounted in some house for people to envy, but to live and thrive off of the freedom the water gives her.

Monday, February 25, 2013

Inspire me




"You must do the thing you think you cannot do." Eleanor R.

"You are free to choose but you are not free from the consequence of your choice." Universal Paradox.





Don't. Don't talk to me in your unintentionally, honest to the point of cruelty, drunken state. So kind and loving. I lose sight of who you are when you are sober.

Being left wanting more is, often more than not, better than getting everything all at once.

Sunday, February 24, 2013

Prompts

I was... lying. There. Hopelessly in love with you.
I am... breathing in deep, taking it all in while I can knowing that time is my nemesis.
I wonder... why you allow yourself to be scared of the unknown and what would make it worth it to you for that to change?
I wish... that these hands had the power to heal, that this mind could persuade the tongue to say with the perfect words what's on it and that there would be no lack of orange Creamsicle pops.
I savor...every moment of my great adventure, from the acai bowl to the discovery of a beach I had sought on my own with no luck!
I always... will feel that I will never be able to communicate so accurately exactly what is on my heart/mind in one easy sentence.
I believe.... that my gypsy spirit gets me in to trouble but that eventually I will make something big for my self because of it.